What has happened to me? How I witnessed myself and the society where I have been living? What is going on with my friends, domestic and foreign communities? The economic scenario in China, my personal life experience in 2016 and other trivial cases around me are paragraphed below. Today, I sent an umbrella for my friend to her examination place, because of drizzling rain. I had been wearing my glasses for almost eight years, since I had it during my first semester of Bachelor. Pitifully, it was problematic that the supporting parts lost one pin, so, I had replaced her by a new one in one of branches of Baodao glasses company. I had attended several selective tests held by some reputed financial groups, however, I did not take them seriously. The reason for that is my preference to Phd admission test. Time passed faster than my expectation, so that I did not remember what I had done for last a few months. I felt weak and fainted, but I was wondering what was wrong with my mind and body. Many excuses being made, I was greedy for lying in the bed to read news and watch reports. Last week, I was in a good condition to review books and financial knowledge. Unfortunately, I could not concentrate myself on something next week, even if nothing was changed. During my preparation of the Phd admission test, I was inclined to sending my CV to relevant Chinese companies in Hangzhou. After I was interviewed by a private fund company, I thought the result was satisfactory. Four candidates were sitting in a room to answer series of questions. All of us were required to show our understandings on private equity and venture capital. Each person had enough time to impress the interviewers. I was interested in financial markets, hence, I could discuss more about domestic and global markets with my experience and study. Due to my unwillingness to work for them less than 5000 RMB salary monthly, the final notice was their disagreements with my bid. An email from their HR said that they highly praised my knowledge on financial topics. I have lots of ideas and visions related to my possible career paths. I also understand that competitiveness only arises from hard working and industrious accumulation. Till now, I am doubtful if I could follow my plans to a bright future. Today, it is the final day for post graduation entrance test in China. I see numbers of students from different directions gathering in the 10th secondary middle school opposite toward my house. Coldness everywhere, makes young graduates lose courage to seek jobs, so, some of them participate in Master programs without a clear blueprint. The expansion of higher education decades ago leads to college degrees less valuable. The number of graduates in 2017 is up to 7 million, post graduates 1.7 million. In addition to this, job creation is slower than before, owing to the serious economic depression in China. The difficulty in finding a job is a burden on our government and students' families. Future is full of uncertainty, hence, nobody is sure of what will happen in coming days. I wish a better tomorrow for myself. Living a survival life is common for an ordinary Chinese family. Cost of living in a metropolitan city, like Shanghai is much higher than her counterparts in other developing countries. Many a new graduate rents a narrow space for daily life in a city just for better paid jobs. China did not have a balanced developing path, naturally, coastal areas in the Eastern China progress much faster. This causes the most talented persons to migrate towards there, despite the rising expenditure on food, clothes and so on. My parents and the only elder brother have been floating in the society since I was 10 years old. They could not afford to buy necessities, because their income from farming was extremely low in 1990s. The atmosphere of discrimination among different social groups is strong, because of diverse social and economic developmental level. Wage is rising year by year, therefore, many low profit manufacturing companies are struggling to survive in a downturn economic environment. If an opportunity, I look forward to learning the latest methods of financial engineering. These days, I have been exploring to what extent I could do a useful research report about financial market. Every time, I have a proposal for that, but I do not take a long term action. As far as the discipline is concerned, nowhere is a better place to make me grow up than the future's company I am going to work for. Work always leads to a busy life, at the same time, it also leads to a disciplined life. A well organized company would continuously distribute series of tasks to me, hence, I have to search for possible solutions to fulfill my obligations. The continuity and long term working model would give us much experience. When I theorize the learnt experience from work, then I would be able to publish books to guide others. The first time working experience would affect my whole life, because it would shape my mode of thinking and understanding. I have been idealistic, but what is criticized much is my naiveness to the world and society. The pills brought from Indian drugstores for eradication of scars are effective. My friend just injected two syringes, then her scars became flatter, and disappeared finally. I have been an active advocate for Indian pharmacy, because it is not only cheaper but also more disease-oriented. Unaffordable cancer tablets in China cause her people risk purchasing them from India under possible threats of serious punishments. Health care system has been being reformed, however, its outcome is far away from its starting point. Life expectancy has become longer, at the same time, chronicle diseases are increasing at an exponential rate. Cancer and tumors have been two scaring nouns for current China, because of low survival rate and high cost of treatment. I am not well prepared for marriage, so, I am not interested in something related to love. This girl helped me during my study in India, moreover, she cared about my feelings. She purchased a second hand house closer to 50 square meters, but I took that for granted shamefully. In Economics, marriage is all about similar match in terms of family background, education level and work status. She emphasized that I should work in Hangzhou where she is working, surprisingly, I had not planned to follow her request. These days, she looks after me, such as, providing residence which was rented at the cost of 1700 RMB monthly. One side, I owe her something, on the other side, I am worried whether she will change her mind to drive me out of her property in case of her anger. In her eyes, the following sentences are absolutely suitable for my appearance." He is very handsome, and her small eyes are very impressive from the point of vertical horizon, but not from other angles. His circle head and face make him look young and innocent. The best parts of his body are nose and mouth. However, it is unattractive when he is not straightening his face, because of a lot of wrinkles. He is matched to any type of clothes, so that it is easy to purchase outfits for him. " Living in a mega city is not much admired. The daily walking areas are limited, therefore, you almost lose all your personal space. When you are back to your home, your family members are waiting for you, then you also lose your private space. Even if I am staying in a vast city, the places I always reach are few, and the people I often meet are few. There are neither evergreen trees nor diverse home fed animals, hence, I nearly forget to appreciate natural beauty and complication. I can not make a sound decision of what I am going to buy in a vegetable shop. The reason is that I am too much familiar with those vegetables on display. I hope my daily life to be non-replicative, so, I try to make a small change day by day. Many people say that this is the best times, to the contrary, numbers of people say this is the worst times. Compared with other developing countries, China has made a tremendous prosperity since she opened her door to foreign countries. Our informed groups have been reflecting what is wrong with our system in dealing with wealth distribution, rights protection, health system and etc. There are continuous debates about social directions, logically, a well paved road will be constructed for our next generation. Complaints make better improvements, hence, I gradually understand tolerance to complaints is necessary. Wealth is shrinking, considering about the rising inflation, low interest return and high cost of rent. Chinese people are more dependent on financial markets for wealth preservance. QDIIs have been warmly embraced as a means of investment abroad. When one of my friends asked me for suggestion about investment, I advised him to make an experiment on QDIIs. After Donal.J.Trump had been elected to the president of USA, he restarted his QDIIs investment as an inactive investor. Chinese stock markets have been shaking within a narrow range, naturally, few small investors have positive returns in 2016. I used Alipay APP to buy a quantitative mutual fund, but a negative return made me rethink about my model of investment. With the consideration of long term stability and prosperity in USA, I bought a QDIIs replicating Standadand Poors 500 Index from "Dacheng public fund company". I also got 500 shares of "China construction compnay" in my newly opened stock transaction account in "Guotai Junan security company" (Qingchun road branch in Hangzhou) on 3th,Jan,2017. The logic of transaction is that my intuition and brief researches on American economy performance in 2017, and the beneficial reform on Chinese state owned enterprises, especially accounting for this company's low PE ratio. I insist on the long term holding of investment, therefore, I almost ignore its existence during my daily life until something unusual will happen in future. It might be too pessimistic to say that I get myself lost. I am too eager to have a successful career, so that I have no idea of what can be done to make my dream come true. I wish to return my hometown for economic development, because I harvest all my childhood memories there. Some days, I want to do nothing except for life wasting thing. Actually, I am strong enough to accomplish something, but what chocks me is long time wait and patience. When it comes to competition, I always put myself into a lucky duck line. I am never satisfied with myself, perfectness affects me negatively. Under this mode of thinking, I gradually lose patience and determination. Why I write my personal life in a public site? It is because of my frankness and sincerity. I am willing to witness my life and the society where I live. What my generation is thinking about should be retold to the next generation. Only through this way could they really know the past and the evolutionary process. To be frank, I am looking forward to working in a financially developed city, like Beijing, Shanghai, Shenzhen ,even Guangzhou. It is because of their more opportunities of being recruited into financial sectors. I am regretful to be staying in Hangzhou in a visible future, considering about my inability to get myself involved in this process of financial development in China. This times, Chinese people are highly speculative. They do lots of investments based on their unverified intuition, news and dreams. In our medias, a big space is left for the coverage of being rich through speculation on stocks, bonds, bitcoins, commodities, futures, options, forex, gold and so on. Due to series of strong stimulus packages during past several years from China's central and provincial governments, property markets have been a central point for all Chinese people. Property price has been higher and higher, so, buyers' expectation on it has also been adapted higher. When the economy is in depression, the speculation on some unconfirmed conceptual topics is strong. Quantities of institutional investors and small investors need to produce these hot topics to attract outsiders to do transactions for enough liquidity. Like VR, Live, Wexin Public account, Self beauty software, driveless cars, cloud computing, big data and others, the whole society is hotly discussing them in daily life. Once the bubble is exploded, everything will be clear to our next generation. However, we should make some differences, otherwise, our creativity would fade away someday.
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